Before I say anything more... I must say sorry for not being here for a pretty long time. I know that's a shame because I sacrificed so much time and energy on this website, and I feel terrible. But, I must say everything is happening for a reason. Covid 19 made a lot of damage in the beginning, I know it's not only in my house and in my life, everybody have been in difficult situation. Now, as I can see, we started to live like nothing special is happening. We are getting used to. And that's nice. I will not add politics in my corner, I hate this kind of conversation and I'm trying to run away from this craziness. So, let me go back to the explanation why I wasn't here for a long time.
During Covid, I had a lot of time to think about my life. 2020 was the worst year of my life, in every tiny part of my life. I thought that I will not survive this damage. Thank God in this craziness, my family members and all I love were fine when we talk about health and life. But, when I look around, I was not fine. I was broken. I was all alone in this craziness, and sometimes, I must say it's good when you're alone, you don't need to pretend, this is even worse. I was in one relationship which was the biggest toxic thing in my life and in my 2020. This website was the only one place where I could go and be happy. And it helped me. One day I woke up and said to my self, it was last Christmas, and I said: "2020 is going to be over and 2021. is going to be my fresh start!" I needed strength, and nobody helped me, but myself, and I got rid of my toxic things and people.
When I closed his door, I thought I could breathe, fly, I could finally live the life I want, I don't have people who can ruin my day when I open my eyes, and feel sick when I need to close it. First time I slept like a baby. Day after day was crazy interesting, I bring back all the people I love, my family is proud of me what I've done. I got the best job ever, and 2021. is the best year of my life. Maybe I changed my life for good, but didn't forget that special place, my small corner which gave me freedom, cozy and warm home when I haven't and love from people I don't know... but I feel you like my family members, and thank you for this.
I am back in the business... Fresh contents are going to come non - stop. I will try my best. Thank you so much for support. This is my first message to open my heart like this, and it has a message. You belong to yourself! And whatever you do, do it for yourself. Life is too short.. What do you want, to be controlled or to live in your way? Be strong and stand against all the people who's pulling you down, or trying to pull you down. YOU ARE FABULOUS. YOU ARE AMAZING! 2022 IS YOUR YEAR!
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